Friday 20 September 2013

005

had a really bad day
eventhough
its only 2pm

dumbfounded
by d dumbest mistake
i've ever done.

couldnt even lift my head
couldnt even speak a word
to defend myself
cause it's my fault

speechless...

feel like wanna quit everything
running home
cuddle up in blanket
have a good dream

forget everything
except the new journey
to my beautiful fantasy.

Thursday 19 September 2013

004


...how can it be so true...

“I've apparently been the victim of growing up, which apparently happens to all of us at one point or another. It's been going on for quite some time now, without me knowing it. I've found that growing up can mean a lot of things. For me, it doesn't mean I should become somebody completely new and stop loving the things I used to love. It means I've just added more things to my list. Like for example, I'm still beyond obsessed with the winter season and I still start putting up strings of lights in September. I still love sparkles and grocery shopping and really old cats that are only nice to you half the time. I still love writing in my journal and wearing dresses all the time and staring at chandeliers. But some new things I've fallen in love with -- mismatched everything. Mismatched chairs, mismatched colors, mismatched personalities. I love spraying perfumes I used to wear when I was in high school. It brings me back to the days of trying to get a close parking spot at school, trying to get noticed by soccer players, and trying to figure out how to avoid doing or saying anything uncool, and wishing every minute of every day that one day maybe I'd get a chance to win a Grammy. Or something crazy and out of reach like that. ;) I love old buildings with the paint chipping off the walls and my dad's stories about college. I love the freedom of living alone, but I also love things that make me feel seven again. Back then naivety was the norm and skepticism was a foreign language, and I just think every once in a while you need fries and a chocolate milkshake and your mom. I love picking up a cookbook and closing my eyes and opening it to a random page, then attempting to make that recipe. I've loved my fans from the very first day, but they've said things and done things recently that make me feel like they're my friends -- more now than ever before. I'll never go a day without thinking about our memories together.” 
― Taylor SwiftTaylor Swift

Tuesday 11 June 2013

003

Hi and assalamualaikum,





sempurnanya sifatmu
tulusnya hatimu
jujurnya niatmu
tingginya kesabaranmu
lepaskanlah diriku
kerna aku tak mampu
untuk menanggung
sebuah cinta sempurna
darimu





Sunday 9 June 2013

002

hi and assalamualaikum, 

now, im happy free confuse and lonely at the same time in the most absolute manner .
why?
cause right here, right now
here i am 
sitting in chair 
in front of a laptop
writing a blog post
in a house
full of things
but lack of souls
except for me
and myself
.


mood: senget

Monday 27 May 2013

001

an intro

everything will be alright if
you keep me next to you
- taylor swift